So I was thinking about the blessing of foresight and it hit me that there has also been many times when this gift felt like a curse. And let me really quickly add that I shouldn't really call it a gift as if it's something that was exclusively given to me. It is more like a talent that I continue to develop and have been practicing for about 25 years now. Anyway, I can recall the first time I was contacted by my grandaddy and it wasn't on some mystical like tripping out moment where I heard a voice in my head or saw a figure before me speaking lol. It was simply a knowing. A feeling. My mind communicating a thought almost like a voice in my head. It was simple, I knew grandaddy was gone. I was only about 9 or 10 years old. After that I suppressed the energy to know. It wasn't until my teenage years that opened back up to it.

I'm going to be very brief...but I have been discovering that I can control my emotions better than I use to. lately. It isn't very difficult for me to find ​that nectar or sweetness in my life, cling to it, an shift back into my sweet space. Abraham Hicks calls it "The Vortex", yogi's call it "Yin and Yang", simply it's balance of your emotions enough that you can shift like the ocean waves.